Monday, January 25, 2010

Who am I?

Sometimes I feel as if I no longer know who I am. MS has changed me so much over the past 3 years. I used to identify myself by my profession, my family, my children. Well, now the children are grown and living thousands of miles away as do my parents and sister. I can no longer perform the "essential" duties of my job as I was recently told. So, who am I? I know I am a person of worth, but I feel as if I am lost. Not knowing which direction to turn. As if I am in a carnival house with smoke and mirrors and every direction I take leads me to a more distorted view of myself.

Thankfully, I have a wonderful husband who keeps me grounded. Yet, I feel at loose ends, wondering what my purpose is.

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